Wednesday, 16 September 2009

  • Zomg it's my xanga!!!!!

    Wow. It's been like.... so long since i typed in here. Man, I even lost the art of actually typing a blog/babble or whatever i used to call it. All im getting is like mind blanks and more mind blanks zzzZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz. ANd you know what? I purely blame facebook for this. I mean facebook has made blogging SEEM unnecessary and redundant. Where back then you would actually sit down, and write a well constructed paragraph - including background information, emotions, after thoughts and such; you would now just throw out a quick statement (not even a sentence) in facebook. I mean that's awfully bad. Like really bad.

    Why? Well lets see, first of all the audience doesn't get any real insight or entertainment from the statement. Facebook might let you keep in touch with your friends but trust me you sure won't understand them much if you just keep up with their tracks on facebook. Quite frankly, facebook makes you understand your friend even less than you understand a random victim written in the Logan Bogan Daily newspaper.

    Now the real bad thing about facebook is actually for the writer/poster themselves. They understand themselves less. They even lose part of their bloody brains!!! (obviously I'm talking about myself here). Like really. As an adult (yes i can't believe im a bloody adult now, and i know the thought seems rather impossible) I am LOSING my brains, my voice, and my other six personalities rather quickly to the environment. I tell you my friends (the very few of you who are out there. You are the resistance :P stay alive.... I AM JOHN CONNOR xD) that this adult full time working life with a wife (yea i said it. We'll get married spooner or later anyway) would literally tower over and drown you. ANd to top it off facebook will put a lid and seal your brain shut. In essence, WOrk and family life will kill your time to self reflect, which mine came from my blogs.

    Writing is important. Like very important. No. I should actually say, self reflection writing is important. Instead of just posting about your emotions or what you have achieved one should write with an essay like structure. Where you would put not only your emotions and opinions, but also possible resolutions and conclusions as well. ANd it is only through writing or constant expression will we come to these resolutions or even to come to an understanding with our deepest thoughts and inner selves.

    ANother important form of writing is that of gratitude and thankfulness. Writing about things to be happy about and thankful about. Research has shown that it is one of the most successful ways to bring happiness to a person, and it only takes less than 2 minutes of your time.

    Anyway I can finally feel my head ticking again. xD Ah the joy of typing blogs ^^"

    Hopefully I would return very soon for another rant.

    Ta

    San

Monday, 25 February 2008

  • Haven't typed in here for a while. Not that anything that special has been happening. Pretty much everything is the same. The same from a year ago; the same from 4 years ago; the same from 8 years ago. Nothing much has changed. Despite the different appearances, the morphing shapes, or the changing seasons, the same bitterness lingers; it's after taste still stained on my tongue from a decade ago.

    I thought the overwhelming shadow has long drifted away from me, but it looms once again behind me - tracing my every move, circling my every destination. I have run, I have clawed, I have climbed... so many mountains i have passed, so many rivers and valleys and deserts and storms and cyclones and winters I have conquered. A pasture of evergreen should now lie before me, but all i see is that same deserted swamp land of the abyss, it's depression over stretching the horizon, tinting the sky in grey, and staining my heart with the realisation that I have never left this barren void. I have always been here..........

    I, have always been here.



    San

Monday, 04 February 2008

  • Work work work and more work. Oh well. Finally recorded the vocal version of MELAN christmas(not melon..i actually thought melancholy was spelt with MELON xD) hAHAHAHAHAHA. Fail >< Oh wellz.. here it is




    Random photos during last month

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Tuesday, 22 January 2008

  • Feeling kinda tired. I think it's coz of the lack of protein and its eating into my muscles or something. -.- In other news, I went to the mac office training last night. It was pretty good. I mean i got a free tshirt and the awesome free mac office 2008 which retails at $849!!!! That's $5600 hk wor!! insaneness. Some of my colleagues went there to just get the software and sell on ebay, hahahaa. Too bad that we only got the cd and not the display box to go with it (good luck to you my friends to try and sell it on ebay ^^") hahahahaa

    When training finished my mates went home and i went out with chatterbox for a late dinner of congee and fried noodles. Was hoping to watch the tennis, but the waitresses demanded that the asian channel remained unchanged, and that asian tv was superior 0_o. Sigh. THen me and chatterbox went into a huge debate about nerds versus the world. It seems to chatterbox that nerds is all about people who get indulged in games, and that it was possible to be a nerd and be dumb and useless. 0_o. While I on the other hand thought it was impossible for a nerd to be dumb, and unproductive hence the argument that nerds run the world - creates the best films, makes the best clothes, designs the best art, are the best in GAMES including sports. Hm, funny that i said sports. Actually I think i'll take my word out of sports. Maybe tennis but not other sports. Other sports don't really have much mind games i guess. It's pure instinct and just practice. Not really much talent i must say. True talent comes in reading the opponent which takes good analytical skills and awesome judgement (something i pride myself on due to my awesome gaming abilities ^o^).

    Anyway, drove chatterbox to home and sat down on chatterbox's driveway. Decided to talk about the importance of parents and teachers and how their insults are life changing. Just when the opinions and stuff were getting heated the conversation was drawn to an immediate close because we were being feasted by mosquitoes. Next time i will be prepared and pitch up a tent with a mosquito net xD hahahahahahaha. SIgh, why can't the world ppl just enjoy the beautiful silence of the night without being eaten alive by primitive creatures? >O<

    Newayz, new day today. Gonna cook me self some eggs, and go out and buy some steak. Maybe even buy myself a new pc.... may....be...... hm...

Sunday, 30 December 2007

  • For my brother

    Im sick of this shit with you always making 'em bleed,
    make 'em work
    make 'em sick
    make 'em begging on their knee

    I mean what the fuck,
    are you out of your mind
    are you fucking insane
    trying to make us all cry

    It's been ten years since you got 'em both
    I think it's time to set them free and just let them go

    You have eaten and have chewed, and have beaten and have screwed
    You've taken their lives and you have messed up my life.

    Yo man what else do you want from us?
    They're choking,
    they're coughing,
    they're sick they're hurt.

    They're alone by themselves
    all distant from the world
    they have no where to run
    and they have no where to go

    but we're not going to stand here and think it's all over
    that everything's through
    and it's all game over

    I've had enough
    of your fucking shit
    I say I've had enough
    of this fucking shit



~symphonic angel~

    • Name: San
    • Gender: Male
    • Member Since: 3/5/2006

About Me

  • Happy and open, loud but deep, crazy but rational, swears but cares. Also known as: Kasou/Gourami1/San